Monday, July 03, 2006

Life

Its funny my blog title is " My crazy Life" and boy does life throw curve balls at you. Growing and changing causes you to really look at yourself. I tell myself that the way I was raised doesnt really affect me. But in small subtle ways it does, some of the ways make me a stronger person and some of the ways are not so great. Who I am is not something to be ashamed of, and I used to have a passion for people to REALLY understand me, but not so much anymore. People often look at me like I am crazy for repeating stories of my past and I have even had people tell me - ya right- as I have gotten older I begin to understand that as long as I know who I am then what the hell does it matter whats others think of me. There are always going to be people who dont like me and there are plenty who love me. The ones who love me are the ones who count.

3 comments:

Joshua said...

Hey barb. I think I might just write you a book of a comment :) As I've grown older, yah so I'm a few years younger than you, I found out that as long as you know WHO you are. That's all that really matters. And anyone else that knows you, and WHO you are...they luckier you and they are. I am lucky to be able to say that I know you, even if it's not every little detale about you. But, I do know you. You are just right in my book lady.

You know how boring life would be with out those "curve balls". You'd just sit there. Going...gee golly batman, you want some beans with that. I don't know why you would be doing that, or saying that. The fact of the matter is that you would.

I like the kinda crazy chick that I call barb. So you keep on being you and we'll put flaming bags of doggie poop on everyone elses patio! :P

Bardouble29 said...

Thanks for the book and for liking the crazy chick called barb. And yes I do want beans with that....

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